I'm feeling quite satisfied at the moment. While I'm not so concrete on my view of transitioning as a crossdreamer, at least my web presence can go through a transition.
I've decided to give my blog a little facelift, give myself a name (Renee, btw), and I think I'll be entering the foray of captioning soon [but that will be on a separate blog].
I didn't even realize it until today but I've had 5,000 visitors stop by since I started posting a few months ago. And while that is just a puny dent I'm sure compared to other blogs, I think its pretty neat. I guess it sort of makes me want to compartmentalize my posts from here on out... I mean, theres a lot of whining here that is sort of eclipsing the valuable information that could help someone else.
Anyway, more to come.
I like the new look. The colors brighten it up. :)
ReplyDeleteHello Renee. :) I like it, it's a very nice name.
I have found captioning to be very helpful. It helped me explore sexual fantasies, desires, even to the point of me questioning my own sexuality. When I started making captions I was just learning about transgenderism and autogynephilia and everything else involved. Through making captions I feel like I was able to explore different ideas and see myself with out restrictions or censorship. I just went at it with an open mind to find out the things about myself that I was hiding from all my life. I absolutely learned alot about myself. I think the most important being that this is not just a fetish for me, but something far more.
Keep exploring and never give up on yourself. You'll figure yourself out eventually, we all will if we keep going, keep exploring. :)
@Isobelle, "...that this is not just a fetish for me, but something far more." - I think that's a huge revelation for a lot of us. It's only a recent thought for myself too. I never thought of captioning as an outlet though... maybe I'll give it a try. Short stories/fiction could be an outlet too.
ReplyDelete@Renee - I like the new site theme. Very neat and clean!